Post by Celeste on Oct 30, 2018 13:02:42 GMT -5
((Bit of a disclaimer for the sake of transparency:
I am the player of Eowithiel. Some of you old-school Cats will remember the night elf who played the role of Advisor for the guild, just about ten years ago.
Eowithiel "retired" and left the Cats. That caused no small amount of waves and broken hearts on both sides.
See
for a very poignant video that Kat made about Eow leaving. Still gives me goosebumps.
Kat and I patched things up years ago. After contacting me a few months ago, she graciously nudged me (I think she used a cudgel at one point) to hop back in, if I was so inclined.
So here I am. Thank you Kat for your confidence in me and for your invaluable friendship.
My new character, Celeste McCullough, was actually one of two children Eow adopted when she retired. As it stood, she couldn't ever have children with her human lover, Isral McCullough. So adoption was the way they chose to have a family. Celeste and her twin brother were twelve at the time. Thanks to the passing of RL time, I can actually play the child of one of my characters without having to resort to whacky time-warping or quick aging scenarios (yikes, I feel old!). I admit this is a prospect I never thought I'd get to try and it's great to have the opportunity.
Here's the first part of Celeste's introduction into the world. This first part actually focuses on Eow for reasons that will become clear. That's an important aspect because Eow's situation should, in turn, explain why Celeste is pushed in the Cat's direction. You'll read some things that will seem unclear. Specifically about when Eow retired and what happened to her husband. This is on purpose as Celeste's knowledge of the time is hazy at best and she doesn't have all the facts. This is Celeste's life, her truths as she saw them.
I haven't written anything in years so please forgive any clumsy word play.))
Celeste McCullough hopped off the wagon bed as it slowed down, waving a thank you to Mr Whalby. The old cooper had been lived next door for as long as she could remember. He gave her a warm smile and turned his wagon into the narrow alley that separated his shop from her mother’s. Though she was glad to finally get off, legs and butt sore after sitting uncomfortably on piles of wood and iron for the better part of an hour, she was in no hurry to get inside.
Disappointment tainted her apprehensive thoughts. Visiting her mother almost always tested her patience. She was never certain about the state she would find her in, or the place that she had once called home.
The young woman glanced up at the sign barely hanging by a single rusted chain near the front door. The other one had fallen apart a few months back and had never been replaced. The sign hung at an angle, forlorn and forgotten. A gentle breeze made it spin slowly. The creaking of the chain seemed like a gasping death rattle to her, begging to be put out of its misery. The letters identifying the wineshop were faded and barely legible. The image of a black cat wearing a jester's hat mostly washed away by rain and time. Not that anyone actually came calling anymore, anyways.
The Cat and the Jester had stopped being home years ago.
Celeste straightened her uniform and checked her reflection in the grimy glass of the front door. Her clothes were ill-fitting. One size too large, it hung off her frame awkwardly. Celeste wasn’t very large, even if her muscles were toned through hours of training while wearing armor and swinging heavy weapons. The uniform made her appear frail, even hiding her female curves almost entirely. Try as she might, there was little she could do to improve her appearance. She would have liked to show her mother her new uniform, assuming she was in a state to actually recognize her. After all, she was proud of her uniform, of what she had achieved.
The uniform given to every army recruit wasn’t made for style though. It served a basic function: identifying you so your comrades would know not to stick a blade in your ribs in battle. Not that her fellow soldiers wouldn’t relish the chance to do just that. If she was all but invisible at home, she was exceedingly well known in the recruits’ barracks. No one called her Celeste or Lessye, the nickname her brother had given her, anymore. Now it was always some form of the word “traitor” spat at her whenever she was within earshot.
That would change as soon as she got her posting orders. No one would care about her and why her fellow recruits hated her in the ass-end of nowhere. Hopefully.
Celeste tucked the short strands of her strawberry blond hair behind her ears. It didn’t help that she looked even younger than she really was. Her innocent looking light brown eyes were often open wide in wonder. Her small button of a nose was covered in a dusting of freckles that reached the dimples in her cheeks. She had small pink lips instead of the full ones a lot of women had. It made people think she was still in her mid-teens instead of the twenty two years she had lived through. People rarely took her seriously. The army recruiter had even laughed in her face when she signed up several months ago.
Taking a deep breath, she pushed open the door and stepped inside the shop. In the beginning, the place had been a large inn. Her mother had bought the place, converted the upstairs room into a home for her family and turned the main floor into a place where customers could try rare and delicious wines from all around the world. She still remembered her mother’s musical laughter and charming smile as she passionately extolled the virtues of the wines she had personally collected for her customers in her travels. As a child she had enjoyed sitting in an out-of-the-way corner while she watched people coming and going into the shop, wondering who they were, what their lives were like. She had been entranced by tales of adventure her mother told. The friends she remembered fondly. Eowithiel had been a creature of grace and dignity. She had irradiated a kind of warmth that made just about everyone feel at ease with her almost automatically.
That had been when she still had hopes of Father coming home. When she still snuck out at night every so often, certain her children were fast asleep, to steal a few moments with him. Celeste knew Isral McCullough had had other commitments, duties that were wholly incompatible with the family life he and her mother hoped to one day live. She had been too young at the time to comprehend just how dangerous their clandestine trysts actually were.
Father’s death had sealed her mother’s fate. And her family’s. She wasn’t fully aware of all the facts but she knew that some of her mother’s former friends resented her leaving them. Something she had promised never to do. Her father had chosen to remain true to some sort of similar vow and had stayed behind. That is, until he was caught breaking those vows. Even now, several years later, Celeste knew only bits and pieces. She couldn’t fathom why people would be killed for wanting to change their lives but on the other hand, breaking your word was a crime Celeste just could not bring herself to do. Maybe she just lacked the proper temptations.
Afterwards, the shop was forgotten. At first people still came around, offering sympathy and help. The old dwarf that lived with them did his best to keep up but he was no salesman. Eventually the clients stopped coming. Celeste’s brother, Tomlin, joined the army and finally she was the only one left to take care of their fading mother.
Celeste spared only a glance at the dusty floor, cobwebbed wine racks and broken glasses. Seeing the place in such disrepair broke her heart every time. Looking into the gloom of the upstairs balcony where the private rooms were, she headed up.
“Mother!” She called out, hoping to receive an answer but getting none. The door to her mother’s room was partially ajar. It was very dark inside despite it being only midday. Pushing open the door slowly, Celeste stepped inside. Wrinkling her nose against the strong, heady, intoxicating scent of purple lotus, she quickly moved to open a window. The sound of crunching glass made her pause. With the door opened, a bit of light filtered into the room, allowing her to take in her surroundings.
Nearby, at the foot of the bed, her mother’s companion slept soundly. As a child she had often played with the sprite darter hatchling. She reached down to caress its fragile wings. The creature lifted its head and yawned a greeting at her before returning to its slumber on the soft covers.
Her mother’s pride and joy, an expensive array of alchemical apparatus, burners and phials lay scattered on the floor. The workbench that had once held the items was stained and filthy. A thick, dark sludge remained on the bottom of a broken boiling flask resting on an unlit burner. Celeste gently touched the mixture with the tips of her fingers, bringing them to her nose. The scent of purple lotus assaulted her nostrils and she quickly wiped the substance off of her fingers with the edge of her uniform. Her mother had given her lessons in alchemy in the past. Frowning, she tried to remember what purple lotus was used for.
With a growing sense of unease she turned around. She could see her mother’s form, lying in her bed, features hidden by the covers. She quickly circled the bed and crouched down, gazing at her mother.
Eowithiel’s long white hair looked disheveled and frayed. It fanned out over her pillow and partially obscured her features. Her almond eyes were half-opened yet unseeing. Where once they had glowed a pale white, they seemed to have lost their shine. Their color more akin to rainclouds or dense fog now. Her skin was a pale purple, and her features seemed almost gaunt. Looking down, Celeste pulled a potion vial from her mother’s limp hand. She sniffed the now empty contained, detecting the sickly sweet odor of what she had suspected her mother had concocted. Dreamless Sleep potions could be useful to rest a body and even cure a few specific ailments. Judging by her mother’s state, she suspected that she had been taking them regularly and in large doses. There was no way to know when she would wake up. Maybe she never would. Celeste wondered if that had not been the goal after all.
Placing the empty vial gently on the floor, Celeste dropped down next to her mother and put her head in her hands. She understood why she hadn’t shown up for her graduation ceremony earlier in the week. Why she had stopped receiving letters of encouragement. Granted in the end they were short and often just copies of previous ones but she had still treasured them.
Trying her best to hold back her tears and failing, Celeste told her adoptive mother the news she had come home to give.
“They are sending Tomlin to the Stockades and… I’m going to receive my orders tomorrow. I might get shipped to the front. I don’t know if I’ll ever come back.”
Next to her Eowithiel remained silent and oblivious.